You guys don't have the qualifications to debut. Do you even want it at all? Can you even carry a note? You probably got chosen coz you were skinny and you had that hint of dance background. Well I know training was tough but do you even have the passion? What is your goal and aim?
Well you guys are starting a new journey. I'm still stuck in stupid Brisbane whether nothing happens. Clock is ticking and I don't have much time anymore. My singing technique doesn't seem to be improving. I wanna take a gap year and just concentrate and do my best and see where it'll take me. A part of me wants it so badly but another part of me tells me that it's never gonna happen and I should just concentrate on the reality. Easier said than that.
Competition is in three weeks. THREE! And out of the fours songs that I have to prepare I only know the lyrics to one. Good job! I do feel like giving up and pull out of the competition but I'm sure this is just where I am having my "down time". Probably wasn't the best idea to yell just now. My throat hurts now.
They ask me to pray. And I did, every day during that period. But nothing happened. I guess it's all boiled down to hard work again huh? Again easier said than done.
ok bye.
